"Comparison is an act of violence against the self."
The worst part is, I do still care, and I don’t want to do this, and I feel like a total jerk-off for feeling this way. But I can’t stop how I feel, but GOD HELP ME I WISH I COULD. It’s just eating me up inside. I might even be a horrible person for that. But you aren’t. You really really aren’t. I’m sorry. Fuck.